Here is a link to the sample of Francis Bennett's book," I Am That I Am". You can purchase a copy from his website after it is published by Non-Duality Press on April 20th.
I found his journey and especially his awakening, described after his meeting with a terminal patient, Mary (fitting name), to be the clearest explanation to what I have also (in part) experienced . If you wish, you can get in touch with him via Francis's website.
It gives me hope and faith that we are all exactly on our "right" path and all we need to do is TRUST ( a four letter word with You in it).
Surrendering to the process is the key. As my friend Stanley would say, "Let Go, Let God".
The irony is that we are there already. All our suffering simply comes from the belief in the illusion that we are not One with God or I am that, I am.
It does not matter the channel (ourselves, Sri Vast, Lester Levenson or Francis Bennett), the truth of the message or pointer is the same.
In this reality, we co-exist in what we co-create, while our Being is absolute.
We are actors in our own play.